Michael, you deserve a real eulogy, a tribute that brings tears to the eyes of complete strangers. I don't have that in me. More than any whiny speech, you deserve to be alive, but I don't suppose that ever saved anybody.
I'm sorry, Little Brother. This is all I've got. You were the best friend I'll ever have. Whatever beauty I find in the world will be distant and faded without your eyes to reflect it for me.